Why I’m no longer an Atheist….but still don’t believe in god!!

Let’s get one thing straight; just because I talk about spirituality, doesn’t mean I’m religious! Far from it. In fact, I’m dead against organised religion of any sort. Big institutions are not needed in order for people to follow the basic and profound teachings which underpin all religions. Besides, these organisations have caused as much pain as they have helped, through wars in their name, corruption and the controlling of society through needless, harsh rules.

But the basic principles of the major religions are actually very similar. The men who these religions were born from (Christ, Krishna, Buddha, Mohammed) were all trying to teach the same message; to be kind to one another and to realise that we have the power within us to do whatever our heart desires. These gurus weren’t attempting to set up a religion! Other people decided on that. And all this bullshit about heaven, a cushy afterlife that we have to somehow suffer for now in order to attain once we die – what a waste of time! A waste of life.

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YouTube Review: Infinite Waters (Ralph Smart)

This is the man who I was totally obsessed with almost every day for an entire YEAR. I was enthralled by the wisdom spewed forth from this charismatic young Brit. Before, I had always thought YouTube was just full of clips of cats on skateboards, music videos and  immature humour for teens. I had no idea it was a treasure trove of audio books, useful how-to videos and most fascinatingly, vlogs. Everyday people sharing their knowledge.

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My New Famous Friend!!

I have mentioned a few times a new friend who has come into my life since I began blogging. The circumstances surrounding how she suddenly appeared and who she is, left me in very little doubt that we were drawn together through the law of attraction. In fact, I would say she is a major reason why I now believe in it 100%. For a while now, I had asked the universe to send me someone who I could talk to about what I’d been going through the past 18 months. Someone who understood this pathway, was either going through the same spiritual enlightenment or was already experienced in this way of living. But I hadn’t met anyone who really understood what I was going through.  Then, just a few weeks into blogging, I received a direct message on Twitter from a girl I recognised very well indeed…………..

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Book Review: “The Biology of Belief”

Do you think the illnesses in your body are totally out of your control? Do you believe that your genes are to blame for all your health issues and bad luck? Then you NEED to read Bruce Lipton’s “The Biology of Belief”! I read it a year ago and can honestly say it’s one of a small handful of books that I believe not only should be studied in all schools but had a huge effect in turning my life around. This is a groundbreaking book about the relatively new science of epigenetics, which has been proven to show that environmental factors have a greater effect on our body than our genes. It proves how our DNA is NOT set in concrete and does NOT 100% control our destiny. In fact, DNA can be altered by outside influences and that includes OUR OWN MINDS! The key message of this book is that if you learn to think in the correct manner, you can essentially change who you are.

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Video Blog: How My Dream Life is Starting to Manifest!

Hola! Today I thought I’d mix things up with with my first ever video blog. I wanted to update you on a few fantastic things that have been happening in my life which I believe are going to lead to it turning into that dream life I’ve been banging on about!

In my first blog post 3 months ago, I asked if  could create my dream life in 1 year. A month or two ago, it was still looking unlikely. Now, things have suddenly and drastically changed! But it all began with me making a simple choice. Learn about this in my video below!

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5 Amazing Coincidences: Or Are They? You Decide! (part 2)

In part one, I mentioned 5 anecdotes, seemingly amazing coincidences that happened during my spiritual awakening. But were they just coincidences? Or were they signs from an unseen force? The most amazing of these coincidences was the appearance of 333 on my gym locker – the day after I’d asked the universe for a numerological sign!

The number 3 apparently signifies growth, with 333 representing the trinity of mind, body and spirit. If you see 333, it means that you need to reconnect with what is in your soul. Your mind, body and spirit need working on but 333 is there to show that you are on the right path – it is a sign of encouragement and assistance. All of this makes perfect sense to where I was at the time. I was really struggling some days, unsure of what I was learning and if it could all be true. Other days, I was high as a kite, rejuvenated, grateful to be learning about the truth, and had faith that I could do anything.

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5 Amazing Coincidences: Or Are They? You Decide!


During my spiritual awakening last year, I experienced 5 really weird things that were so unusual, I thought that they possibly could be more than just coincidence. They appeared to be signs, deliberately brought to me for a reason. Let’s check them out and see if you agree!


This was my first experience of what may or may not be, a spiritual manifestation. It was about a year ago and I was about halfway through my year-long spiritual awakening. I’d learnt about the law of attraction and so decided to try my hand at visualising things into existence. The very first time I tried this, I pictured myself living in a lovely apartment in London, earning lots of money as a trader and driving a silver BMW Z4. The very next morning, I opened my curtains and what was the first thing I saw staring back at me from the street?

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My First Ever Reiki Session!

If you were to ask me at what point did I truly start to believe that this existence, this reality, this world,  was something other than what we’ve been taught and perceive with our limited six senses, I would say that it was when I underwent reiki. It was a major moment in my spiritual awakening and changed the way I look at the medical profession, forever.

Reiki is a Japanese natural health treatment in which practitioners work with the unseen energy within our body and around it. Reiki means “universal life energy” and works on the basis that, as is common right across large parts of Asia,  our world, including our own bodies, are made up of energy and in order to maintain good health, we need to ensure this energy is balanced and harmonious. It can be used for both physical and emotional healing.

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My Hour With a Psychic (Part 3)

The psychic said I would meet a girl this year. But I wasn’t in the market for a relationship at all. I’d been single for ages due to anxiety. Last year, I was going through my spiritual awakening and working super-hard on my trading. I didn’t have time or the willingness to get involved with anyone. But a week before my session with the psychic, I decided to go back on a dating site. I was lonely and missed female company. I just wanted to go on a couple of dates, get out and enjoy myself. Nothing serious. Literally the day after I’d visited the psychic, a girl got in touch with me on the dating site. We made a date for a few days time and before then, I discovered that she was, wait for it – studying! To be a lawyer! I couldn’t believe it. The only two things the psychic told me about this girl, other than we’d be friends for a while before getting into a relationship, was that she was studying and was “professional”. I was ultra excited about the date, yet at the same time a bit worried because I meant it when I said I wasn’t looking for anything serious. But the psychic said it was happening whether I wanted it to or not!

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