Sooo………..this could turn out to be a complete fucking disaster! I’m about to embark upon a journey. It’s gonna be tough. I’m under no illusions. How does a guy like me with:
- no close friends
- no career
- no girlfriend for a looooooooooong time
- several years of stagnating with anxiety behind him
become wealthy, happy, successful and 100% healthy? Is it possible to create a sexy (that’s right, I said SEXY!), dream life at my age, after so much time in the wilderness? In just one year?
As I type this now, it seems foolish that I would even consider this, never mind decide to tell the whole world about it! I’m very nervous. This is the first time I’ve been really open and honest about my decades long struggle with mental illness. I’ve never really had anyone to confide in before, so I’ve never been able to talk in depth about my disorder. It would be nice if you could lend a friendly ear.
That said, I want to make one thing clear; THIS IS NOT A BLOG ABOUT ANXIETY. Firstly, because I don’t have anxiety any more! Secondly, because I want this to be an optimistic, positive and hopefully inspirational blog about what your life can be if you take ACTION and never let adversity stop you in your tracks.
I will of course still write about anxiety because I know some of you will be living with it and it was such a major part of my life. But if you want to know the in-depth story of my life with anxiety, please check out my free PDF which you can download by clicking this image which will take you to the “How I Crushed Anxiety” page:
It’s a comprehensive look at life with social anxiety and what you can do to overcome it. I hope as many of you as possible will read and share it because I believe it can help others. No-one has to live with anxiety forever. There’s always a way out. I firmly believe that and am living proof of it.
WHAT YOU CAN EXPECT FROM ME!
But let’s move on. This blog is about my life after anxiety, namely the “awakening” I went through in 2016 and the action I’m taking in 2017 to create that sexy life. I’ll be talking about this “awakening” in my next post and will go into more depth about what my dream life entails soon. But for this first ever post on my blog, I just wanted to ease you in so you know what I’m all about.
Here’s a few things you can expect:
daily weekly regularwhenever I get the time blog post
- Updates on what I’m doing to turn my life around from pretty much nothing at the moment, into a dream life
- Posts on what it’s like to go through an “awakening”
- Reviews on self-development (and related) books, YouTube channels, courses and websites
- Interviews with a few special guests
- Random musings on anxiety and how I’ve turned my life around from this complete shit of a disorder!
You’ll notice that I’ve put quotation marks around the word “awakening”. I don’t like using that term! It’s almost always preceded by the word “spiritual” and that makes it sound even weirder! Have I gone through the cliched “spiritual awakening”? Yeah, I guess so. But I don’t want to call it that because it conjures up images of religious nuts, people dressed in white smocks sat in the lotus position, vegans with lumberjack beards and Ouija boards! I’ll discuss this more in my next post.
For now though, let’s just say that I have spent a whole year learning about some of the most important questions in life; yet ones which very few of us even begin to answer till we are too old for it to make a difference:
- Who are we?
- Where are we from?
- What are we here to do?
- What is our reality?
- Who am I?
- What is my life purpose?
- How can I be truly happy?
- Why do men have nipples?
- What the fuck was “Lost” really all about?
- What’s going on with Donald Trump’s hair?
The answers I’ve gained have fundamentally changed me in so many ways. I now know exactly who I am, what I want and (sort of!) how to get it. I’m a man with a plan! I’ll reveal that plan soon……..
EXPLORE MY SITE
Till then, if you’d like to take a look around the site you’ll be able to find:
- Some more personal stuff about me in the About Me section
- A full synopsis of what this blog is all about in the About this Blog section
- My free PDF on “How I Crushed Anxiety TWICE!!” in the Crush Anxiety section
- A contact form where you can email me in the Contact section.
- What I aim to provide/achieve on the blog with my Manifesto.
I’d love to hear from you, especially if you have anything to share about anxiety or a related mental illness.
Or if you just want to say hello.
Or if you know what the fuck Lost was all about.
Or if you want details of where to send me cake. I like cake.
And finally, please leave a comment in the section at the bottom of this post. I really want to connect to you guys. I’ve been alone on this journey for far too long!
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